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Haha.. Those title makes me laugh. Indeed, after all i'm just a human being likes other normal person who has a feelings.
What I want to share here is that for the first time i became myself and truly is have guts to tell the girl that I like her(well..it was the second time actually, Gimic =) .
Hmm.. Yeah, for me I like her. Not really into fall in love with her.
Well, from my opinion, I put this 'liking things' into 3 categories.

First : 'interested - minat(malay)',
this one is likely like you just love to see her(maybe seeing her face or anything that attracted you to see her). But not really into her like wanna have an affair with her.

Second : 'like - suka(malay)',
The second one is like you wanted to have an affair with the girl that you like. In a simple word. You want to become her 'Couple'.

Third : 'love - cinta(malay)',
Yeah, the last one is the most special one. It is including all the above feeling accept that with this love feeling, you'll feel that you wanna be with her/him for the rest of your life even after you're dead. It is likely you wanna be 'love till heaven/sehidup semati' with her/him.


All this was only my opinion. I know everyone has their on thought on how they describe this 'liking things'.
And for what i'm facing yesterday, I told her that I like her by a phone call. Actually, I was planning on telling her by meeting her face to face. But, because of we both had our own things to do. So, I decided to tell her just by a phone call.
Well, you know it.. It's truly hard enough to make a confession. I was like so ackward on that moment.. And my heart beat even faster than before. You know it if you had this kind of experience.
That time, what stupid is I was asking her either she had engaged before or not ? And she did laugh loudly for I was asking a stupid question. OF COURSE NOT..
Next, I ask her either she had someone special in her life and......
YEAH, SHE ALREADY HAD.

For everythings that happen yesterday, i'm truly am grateful for I know Allah had choose it that way for me for there is 'Hikmah' for everythings that happen.

Thanks Allah. You know the best for me. Alhamdulillah (^^,)