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Anonymous: Second, could you tell me if you wish to tell me, in your opinion and by what do you felt, what do you feel about your relationship with our Lord, Allah SWT? I mean,tell me about your feeling like maybe you felt peaceful or in love with Allah swt? and how do you feel that? hows the feeling felt? sorry for asking this, I want to know for me to improve myself so that I can get myself closer to HIM. TQ, Assalamualaikum sis :)

Sure, I mean I wouldn’t say Im “In love” with Allah SWT only because it sounds kind of awkward, but I do love and fear Him, and yes I do feel peace at the thought of Him, or during prayer. When you pray, it’s like your “God & Me time” haha. Honestly, it is. They say that it’s as if you’re speaking to Him. It honestly does feel that way when you’re praying to pray. What I mean by that is, you’re not praying because you feel as if you have to, but because you want to love to pray. That’s what gets me going, and it keeps me on my toes till the next prayer comes in. That’s how I feel my love for Allah SWT increases, and the feeling is amazing. When you’re close to Allah SWT it feels like you’re genuinely happy, but at the same time you’re constantly worried. I don’t know if that is just me, but that’s the feeling I have most of the time.

I am in love with Islam, our religion is so perfect, who wouldn’t be? When you’re sincere and you genuinely want to be closer to Allah SWT, He will never turn you away which is something I’ve leaned. Yes, it’s hard because it was hard for me, but I got there. I realized that I wasn’t going to wait for something tragic to happen to me so that I may turn to Him, because there are more beautiful things that happen to me everyday that encourage me to always thank Him, and turn to Him. Duaa is key. There’s this quote that I love, “You only have two friends in this world. Allah SWT, and those who remind you of Him.” It’s so true. I started to hang around people who did that for me, it feels amazing when you have friends who have the same goals within Islam. It makes it easier to do the same when you’re with people who are striving to be better people, and working hard towards perfecting their deen.

I mean no one is perfect, and He knows us all better than we know ourselves so if you’re sincere, He’ll know that you are. He’ll take care of you from there, you just have to keep putting in your efforts towards being a good Muslim, and stay sincere. Also when I say being a “Good Muslim” it’s a pretty vague term. Being a good Muslim isn’t just praying and getting all the rituals done, it’s more your actions towards the people and things around you. If those things are in check then your prayer, and everything else will be too. Always make sure your intentions for everything are in check and when they’re not, renew them.No worries, you’ll improve yourself and come closer to Him Bi’Ithnillah.

I hope I answered your questions sis, WaAlaykum AsSalaam Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakaatuh :)