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Assalam'alayykum..  Hey, I feel compelled to talk to you. You can call me N. sorry, I know I'm a total stranger. But, I have a responsible as your brother in Islam.  I think and assume that you're already had some or few knowledge about Islam and our Creator. Look, I don't have the power to control you to remain in Islam, Muhammad Prophet himself had no power to control his uncle to convert Islam. But, the only thing we could do is pray. Here is what I wanted to say. He, who owned your heart.

He, who owned you parent's heart and He, who owned everything. To Him, everyone shall return. And I know you know this well. And yup, I’m not facing what you face and I may not feel what you felt. But, this is what I’m facing right now. I’m having a much bigger problem and dilemma than yours which is one of my sisters in Islam right now is trying to put herself in the hell.. which I really hope she won’t do that. Nauzubillahiminzalik’..

Sorry, for my language is too coarse. hey, to tell you the truth. I’m not a good guy too. But, I keep telling myself one thing. This life is TEMPORARY. How bad I wanted to be and until when I wanted to be like this?  And how if I died in this circumstance without repented to Allah SWT. How will I be in front of Him? How will He react in front of me? Or the worst thing that might happened is if I don’t have any chance to meet Him, Allahuakhbar..

And much worsen is he don’t even recognize me as His Servant. Oh, sister.. What if you die when you turn back to your old religion? What if??  You will not be able to face Him and He also won’t recognize you as His servant. Also you will be a fuel to light up the Hell(Jahanam) which you should already know it is 69 times the heat of the fire in this world which you’re not be able to withstand the heat. Nauzubillahiminzalik’.

Oh, sister.. I won’t beg you to stay in Islam.. because Allah swt is the one who owned your heart. But, please…please..please..  do not let the tears in eyes fall to the ground. I may not know you and you may not know me, and I know I may not understand and felt what you are facing right now. But, PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE.. REMEMBER THAT ALLAH IS ALWAYS WITH YOU AND ALL MUSLIM ARE HERE TOGETHER TO BEAR WHAT YOU ARE FACING RIGHT NOW.

                       

PLEASE KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH SWT AND I KNOW THERE ARE SO MANY MUSLIM OUT THERE WHO CRIED FOR YOU TOO.. PLEASE BE PATIENT FOR THIS WORLD IS ONLY TEMPORARY. THE HEREAFTER WORLD IS WHAT REMAIN FOREVER..There must be other way.. must be.. just don’t choose to turn back to your old religion. Always pray and ask for His guidance and be patience. Always talk to Him, He heard you.  He will show you the way out. Insya’Allah.

And PLEASE KNOW THAT HE LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYONE WHO LOVED YOU IN THIS WORLD.. Not even you mom loves you like He loved you. Believe me.. Remember Him whenever you felt hardship in your life and He will remember you whenever and wherever you are feeling hardship in your life.  ALSO REMEMBER THAT ONLY HIM CAN SHOW YOU THE WAY OUT OF ALL PROBLEM THAT YOU HAVE IN THIS WORLD. NO OTHERS CAN HELP YOU WITHOUT HIS HELP.